I walked into the dojo for my first class wearing my dead brother’s gi – and the instructor LAUGHED OUT LOUD.
Twelve people turned to look at me. The gi was faded, patched at the knee, and had a name stitched on the chest that wasn’t mine. It was the only thing I had left of Marcus, who died in a car accident three years ago at twenty-four.
He’d trained at this same dojo for six years. This place was supposed to feel like coming home.
The instructor, a guy named Todd Beckett, maybe forty, pointed at the stitching. “Halloween’s not till October, buddy.”
A few people laughed. I tied the belt the way Marcus taught me when I was fifteen and stood at the back of the line. My name’s Dillon. I’m twenty-two. I work at a tire shop off Route 9 and I promised myself I’d finish what my brother started.
Todd corrected my stance three times in front of everyone. Each time he’d tap the name on my chest and say something. “Who’s M. Hensley? Your boyfriend?”
I didn’t answer.
After class, I asked the front desk girl, Bri, how to sign up for the monthly tournament. She looked at me like I’d asked to rent the building.
“You just started today,” she said.
I signed up anyway.
For six weeks I came every Tuesday and Thursday. Todd never stopped. He’d pair me with the biggest guys. He’d skip me during demonstrations. He called the gi “the costume.”
Then one Thursday, an older man walked in and sat on the bench by the door. White hair, maybe sixty-five. He watched the whole class without saying a word.
After we bowed out, he walked straight to me.
He looked at the stitching on my chest. His eyes got wet.
“You’re Marcus’s little brother,” he said.
I nodded.
“I’m Gary Linden. I own this dojo. I’ve owned it for thirty-one years.” He turned toward Todd. “AND I NEVER GAVE HIM PERMISSION TO TEACH HERE.”
Todd’s face went white.
Gary reached into his jacket and pulled out a folded piece of paper. He opened it, read it once to himself, then looked at me.
“Your brother left something with me before he died,” he said quietly. “It’s about this place. And it’s about Todd.”
He put his hand on my shoulder. “Son, there’s a reason that man doesn’t want you here.”
What Todd Knew
Gary didn’t explain it right there on the mat. He asked me to wait while he and Todd went into the back office.
I stood near the door. Bri was at the front desk pretending to look at her computer. Two of the other students, guys I’d been pairing with for weeks, were taking a long time rolling up their bags. Nobody left.
We could all hear Todd’s voice through the wall. Not words. Just the pitch of it. Rising, then going quiet, then rising again.
Gary’s voice we couldn’t hear at all.
It took maybe twelve minutes. Then the office door opened and Todd walked out. He didn’t look at me. He grabbed his bag from behind the desk, said something to Bri I couldn’t catch, and left through the side exit. The bell above the door rang once.
The two students finally picked up their bags and went out the front.
Bri looked at me. “You want some water or something?”
I said no.
Gary came out a minute later. He was holding the folded paper and a second thing I hadn’t noticed before, a small brown envelope, the kind you’d get from a bank. He sat down on the bench by the door, the same bench he’d watched class from, and he patted the spot next to him.
I sat.
“Marcus came to me eight months before the accident,” Gary said. He smoothed the paper on his knee. “He told me he’d found out something about Todd. He didn’t want to go to the police yet because he wasn’t completely sure. He wanted more time.”
He handed me the paper.
It was a letter. Marcus’s handwriting. I’d know it anywhere because he wrote his lowercase r’s like a child, round on top, like a little hill. He never fixed it. Said it was faster.
I read it standing still.
What Marcus Found Out
The short version is this: Todd Beckett had been running the dojo for two years before Gary found out, and he’d been doing it by telling Gary’s students that Gary had retired. Gary had moved to Flagstaff in 2019 to take care of his wife, Carol, who had a bad hip and needed surgery and then a long recovery. He’d left the dojo in the hands of his senior instructor, a woman named Phyllis Marsh, who’d been with him since 1998.
Phyllis had a stroke in the spring of 2020. Todd, who’d been a mid-level student with no instructor certification, stepped in. He told the remaining students that Gary had asked him personally to take over. He told Bri the same thing. He started collecting monthly fees.
Gary didn’t know any of this. He called Phyllis’s cell and got her sister, who told him about the stroke. He called the dojo number and Todd answered and said everything was fine, that he was covering until Gary got back, that the students were happy. Gary believed him.
Marcus had been one of Phyllis’s best students. He’d been training for his second-degree black belt when Phyllis had her stroke. When Todd took over, Marcus kept showing up because he didn’t want to lose the training. But he started noticing things. The fees going into a personal account instead of the dojo account. The way Todd talked to newer students. The way he kept certain people away from Gary’s contact information.
Marcus wrote it all down. He gave the letter to Gary because he’d tracked down Gary’s Flagstaff address and mailed it there. He said in the letter he’d give Gary a month to handle it before he went to anyone else.
The accident happened three weeks after he mailed it.
Gary got the letter two days after Marcus died.
“I didn’t come back right away,” Gary said. He was looking at his hands. “Carol was still recovering. And I didn’t – I couldn’t figure out what to do with it. I kept thinking I’d come back when she was stronger.”
He stopped.
“That was three years ago.”
The Thing About Todd
Here’s what I kept turning over while Gary was talking.
Todd had laughed at the gi. Not just smirked. Laughed, out loud, in front of twelve people. He’d pointed at the name on my chest on day one.
He’d known exactly who I was.
He’d known because Marcus’s name was sewn right there in block letters. M. HENSLEY. And he’d known what Marcus knew about him, and he’d known that Marcus was gone, and he’d probably figured that was the end of it. Three years of nothing. Gary still in Flagstaff. Phyllis gone. The letter sitting in some drawer.
And then I walked in wearing the gi.
Every correction in front of the class. Every comment about the costume. Pairing me with the biggest guys every single session. He wasn’t being a bad instructor. He was trying to make me quit.
I told Gary this.
Gary nodded slowly. He already knew.
“He came and found me,” Gary said. “Right after you signed up for the tournament. Called my cell, which I didn’t know he had. Said there was a new student making trouble, starting fights, bad attitude. Said he thought I should know in case it became a legal issue.”
He looked at me. “I drove seventeen hours.”
The Tournament
I still competed.
Gary stood at the edge of the mat the whole time. He’d called Phyllis’s old students, the ones he could reach, and three of them showed up to watch. Two women in their fifties named Donna and Kath, who’d trained with Marcus, and an older guy named Pete who’d been there since the nineties. Pete had driven up from Tucson.
Donna cried when she saw the gi.
Not a lot. Just her eyes going red and her pressing her mouth together for a second. She patted my arm twice and didn’t say anything.
I went three rounds. Won two, lost one on points to a guy named Ray who was a full head taller and had been competing for four years. It wasn’t close. He caught me with a counter I didn’t see coming and I spent the last forty seconds of the round just trying not to give him anything else.
Gary watched the whole thing with his arms crossed and his chin down. When it was over he came over and told me my hip positioning in the third round was wrong and that I was telegraphing my lead hand.
“Marcus did the same thing when he started,” he said. “Took him about a year to fix it.”
I didn’t say anything.
He said, “Come back Tuesday.”
After
Todd is gone. Gary filed the paperwork to have him removed as a registered instructor and Bri, to her credit, handed over every financial record she had access to. She’d thought something was off for a long time and hadn’t known what to do about it. She’s still at the front desk.
Gary’s back full time. Carol came with him. She walks with a cane now but she came in on the first Tuesday Gary taught and sat on the bench by the door and watched the whole class. She brought coffee cake wrapped in foil and left it on the front desk without saying anything about it.
I don’t know what happens with the money Todd collected. That’s Gary’s problem. He’s got a lawyer.
I come in Tuesdays and Thursdays. Gary’s been working with me on the hip thing. He doesn’t tap the name on my chest or call it a costume. He just calls me Dillon, or sometimes kid, and he corrects my stance without making it a performance.
Last week he told me Marcus had been on track to test for his second-degree the spring after the accident. He said Marcus had been the best student he’d had in a decade, and that he’d said so to Marcus’s face, which he didn’t usually do because he thought it made people lazy.
“He wasn’t lazy,” Gary said.
I know.
The gi’s getting more faded. The patch at the knee is starting to lift at one corner. I’m going to have to do something about that soon.
I haven’t yet.
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