I had a boyfriend when I was sixteen. His name was Jamie. We were inseparableโlaughing between classes, holding hands under the desk, passing little notes when the teacher wasnโt looking. It was sweet, young love. Then, out of nowhere, my dad got a job offer in another city, and within weeks, we were gone. I didnโt even get to say goodbye properly. Just a tearful hug at the train station, promises to write every day, and the feeling that something important was being ripped away.
Jamie and I tried to keep in touch. At first, we texted every day, sent silly selfies, long goodnight messages, even wrote actual letters. I remember checking the mailbox like it was Christmas morning, just hoping for his handwriting. But over time, the messages slowed down. Life got louder. School got harder. I started making new friends, and I assumed he did too. Eventually, the letters stopped. Then the texts. I figured life just moved on for both of us. It hurt, but I told myself that was how things worked.
Years passed. I grew up, went to college, worked a few jobs, and lived my own little life. It was decent. Not movie-worthy, but comfortable enough. I dated a few people, had some highs and lows, but nothing that quite matched those teenage butterflies. Then, out of the blue, I had to visit my hometown for my cousinโs wedding. It had been nearly a decade. I hadnโt seen those streets or breathed that air since I left.
Being back brought a wave of nostalgia. Same cracked sidewalks. Same corner store with the faded sign. Same trees outside the school yard where Jamie once carved our initials with a penknife. I even walked past my old house, wondering who lived there now. The mailbox was different, but the window in my old room still had that same little chip in the frame. It felt like stepping into a dream I barely remembered having.
While catching up over coffee, my childhood friend Tara leaned in with a mischievous smile. She had that look on her faceโthe one that meant gossip was coming.
โDo you wanna see who Jamie ended up with?โ she whispered, eyes wide.
My heart jumped a little. I played it cool. โHeโs married?โ
โOh yeah,โ she nodded, stirring her iced coffee. โYouโll never guess who. Cโmon.โ
She led me to the neighborhood grocery store. I thought we were grabbing snacks or something, but Tara steered me straight to checkout lane three. It was the same store we used to walk to after school for candy and cheap soda. Behind the counter was a woman scanning items quickly, barely looking upโuntil she did.
Her eyes landed on me, and I saw a flicker of recognition. Then, she just froze.
โYouโre the one from the notebook,โ she said quietly.
I blinked. โWhat?โ
She glanced around, then leaned a little closer. โJamie had this old school notebook. Your name was written all over it. Doodles, hearts, pages of stuff. He kept it for years. I found it in a box after we moved in together.โ
I didnโt know what to say.
โHe told me you were his first love. I thought maybe you were made up,โ she added, almost laughingโbut not cruelly. โBut here you are.โ
Her name tag said “Rina.” She looked to be about our age, with tired eyes and a nervous smile that didnโt quite settle. Her hands moved automatically, scanning items, but her eyes didnโt leave mine.
โIโฆ I had no idea he kept that notebook,โ I said, my voice soft.
โHe kept everything,โ she said. โLetters, photos, even a little bracelet. Said he couldnโt toss it. I think he needed to hold onto a piece of who he was back then.โ
โIs he around?โ I asked, unsure what answer I wanted.
Rina hesitated. โHeโs working nights now. Drives trucks. Long hauls. Doesnโt come into town much anymore.โ
Tara and I left the store in silence. It was weird. Not bad weird, justโฆ strange. Like bumping into a version of yourself you forgot existed.
โYou okay?โ Tara asked as we walked back to her car.
โYeah,โ I said, staring at the cloudy sky. โI think I am.โ
That night, I couldnโt sleep. I kept thinking about Jamie. About being sixteen. The dreams you have at that age, and how fast they can fade. I even dug through an old shoebox I had packed with little memoriesโbracelets, yearbooks, a faded photo booth strip of us making faces. It all hit harder than I expected.
The next morning, I took a walk alone. I ended up outside his old house. It had new siding and a different color door, but I recognized the cracked step we used to sit on, sharing sodas and secrets.
And then, by sheer coincidenceโor maybe something moreโa truck pulled into the driveway. Not a delivery truck, not a moving van. Just a plain black pickup. The driver got out, wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses. He was older, broader, and rougher around the edges. But I knew him.
Jamie.
He saw me, paused, then pulled off his glasses.
โNo way,โ he said, laughing a little. โLena?โ
โHey,โ I said, grinning like an idiot.
We hugged. It was awkward and too long, but we didnโt care. The years melted for just a moment.
โI heard you were in town,โ he said. โRina called me last night. Said she met a ghost at the store.โ
โGuess I mustโve looked stunned too,โ I laughed.
We sat on the tailgate of his truck and talked. About everything. Work. Life. He had two kids, both in elementary school. He loved them like crazy. Said Rina was solid, patient, kept things going when he was on the road. He looked tired, but content.
โAnd you?โ he asked. โWhatโs your story?โ
โSingle. Living in the city. I work in marketing now. Itโs not thrilling, but it pays the bills.โ
He smiled. โStill got that sketchy laugh.โ
โHey,โ I smirked. โYour hairline isnโt exactly untouched by time either.โ
We both laughed. The banter felt natural. Easy.
Then he got quiet.
โI thought about you, you know. For years.โ
โMe too,โ I admitted. โBut it felt like we belonged to some other lifetime.โ
Jamie nodded. โThatโs what I tell myself too.โ
He pulled out a crumpled envelope from his glove compartment. It was addressed to me, old handwriting, barely legible.
โI never sent it,โ he said. โWrote it when I found out you moved.โ
I opened it right there. A messy, heartfelt letter from a 17-year-old boy pouring out how much he missed me, how unfair it felt, how he hoped one day we’d meet again. It was raw and sweet and full of that teenage honesty that doesn’t care about sounding dramatic.
Tears hit the paper before I could stop them.
โThatโs teenage heartbreak for you,โ he said softly. โIt burns so hot and bright.โ
We didnโt say much after that. The silence wasnโt awkward. It was just filled with all the things we didnโt need to say.
I stood up to leave.
โYou ever wonder what wouldโve happened if I never moved?โ I asked.
โAll the time,โ he said. โBut then I look at my kids and thinkโฆ maybe we were meant to fall apart. So something else could fall into place.โ
I nodded. โIโm glad we got to see each other again.โ
โMe too.โ
He watched me walk away. I didnโt look back. Not because I didnโt want to. But because I knew if I did, I might start dreaming again, and dreams like that can be dangerous.
The wedding that night was beautiful. I danced more than I thought I would. Ate too much cake. Laughed until my face hurt. And somewhere in the middle of it all, I realized something.
Closure isnโt always a big conversation or a perfect ending. Sometimes, itโs just a quiet hello and a silent goodbye.
A week later, back in the city, I got a letter in the mail. No return address. Inside was a polaroid of us from high schoolโme and Jamie, both grinning like we owned the world. On the back, scribbled in the same messy handwriting:
“Thanks for being my first real love.”
I smiled and tucked it in a box with my old journals. That chapter was closed. Not ripped out. Not burned. Just gently folded and put away.
Life moves. People grow. Love doesnโt always stay, but it leaves marks that never fade. And sometimes, even if things donโt end the way we dreamed, thereโs something beautiful in knowing we matteredโeven for a little while.
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