In every photo of me until I was 6, my face is covered in scratches.
My parents always said it was because printers were low quality back then.
Today, I was visiting my aunt and found a photo album of a family gathering from 1992.
I was horrified when I discovered my face scratched out againโbut the photos were clearly originals. The colors hadn’t faded, and the texture felt like something out of a professional studio. It wasnโt a printer problem. Someone had intentionally taken something sharp to my faceโon every single photo.
And then I noticed something else.
On the back of one of the pictures, in faded blue ink, was a name Iโd never heard before: โMina.โ
I flipped through the album, more frantic now. Some photos didnโt have me in them at all. Others had me in the backgroundโblurry, almost like I was never meant to be seen. And in one group shot, with everyone smiling around a birthday cake, I was just… gone. Like I’d been cut out with scissors. A weird outline remained, like a missing puzzle piece.
โAunt Caris,โ I said, trying to keep my voice steady. โDo you know who Mina is?โ
She froze. Her lips parted like she was about to lie, but then she looked down at the album and sighed. โYou werenโt supposed to find these.โ
โWhat do you mean?โ I sat down, heart pounding.
She took the album from me gently and closed it. โMina was your half-sister.โ
My ears started ringing. โWhat?โ
โShe was born just a year before you. Your fatherโฆ he had an affair. Your mom found out right before you were born. Minaโs mother disappeared, and he never talked about it again. He made your mom swear not to tell you.โ
I was stunned. โWhy would that make someone scratch my face out of every photo?โ
โBecause Mina lived with us for a while. After her mom left. Your parents tried to raise you bothโquietly, secretly. But things wereโฆ difficult. There was tension. And when Mina died in an accidentโโ Caris swallowed hard. โYour mom blamed herself. She couldnโt stand to look at anything that reminded her of that time. Not even you.โ
It felt like the ground dropped out from under me. โShe scratched me out because I reminded her of Mina?โ
โShe was grieving. Broken. It wasnโt right. But itโs what happened.โ
My mom passed away two years ago from a heart condition. We were never that close, and I always assumed it was just her personality. Cold. Distracted. She rarely took photos, never hugged me much, never talked about my early childhood. I thought maybe she was just tired. Or depressed.
But now I realizedโฆ she was living with guilt.
When I got home later that night, I couldnโt sleep. I pulled out my own stash of childhood photos. The same pattern: my face, slashed or scribbled out. Except now, I noticed something Iโd never paid attention toโon the edge of one torn picture was the faintest glimpse of another child. A girl.
Black hair. Pale skin. And eyes that looked just like mine.
I scanned it and adjusted the brightness on my laptop. The resemblance was undeniable. We couldโve been twins.
The next morning, I went to the county archives and requested any record of Minaโs birth or death. After two hours of waiting, a staff member came back, frowning.
โThereโs a birth record. Mina Roselyn Haddix. Born August 15, 1985. But no death certificate. Not here.โ
โWhat about hospital records?โ
She hesitated. โIโm not supposed to share thisโฆ but thereโs no accident report. Nothing matching that name. Nothing for that age range.โ
I went home dizzy with confusion. If Mina died, whereโs the proof? And if she didnโtโฆ
I did something I wasnโt sure I was ready for. I messaged my father.
We hadnโt spoken in monthsโour relationship had always been rockyโbut he replied faster than I expected.
His text said: โWe need to talk. There are things I shouldโve told you years ago.โ
We met at a small diner the next day. His hands trembled as he sipped his coffee.
โI didnโt want you to grow up with this weight,โ he said, barely looking at me. โMina didnโt die. She was taken.โ
โWhat?โ I nearly dropped my cup.
โHer mother came back. Took her. Disappeared. I spent years trying to find them, but I couldnโt. Your mom spiraled after that. She hated herself for not doing more. She took it out on you, though she never admitted it. I shouldโve protected you from that.โ
โWhere is Mina now?โ
He shook his head. โI donโt know. But I still hopeโmaybe someday, youโll find her.โ
That night, I stared at that torn photo of her. My sister.
Iโd grown up thinking I was invisible. Unlovable. Always wondering why my parents seemed like they were barely there.
Now I knew they were carrying a ghost. And in a way, so was I.
But I donโt feel angry anymore. Justโฆ open. I know I might never find her. She might not even want to be found. But Iโve started restoring the old photos. Not with Photoshop or filtersโjust gently taping the torn pieces back together.
Because no one deserves to be erased.
Sometimes, the people we think forgot us were just hurting too deeply to look. And healing doesnโt always come in finding answersโsometimes, it comes in forgiving what weโll never fully understand.
If this story moved you even a little, please give it a like and share it with someone who might need to hear it. You never know whoโs carrying a memory thatโs been scratched out, just waiting to be seen again. ๐ฌโค๏ธ




