Linda Perry Credits Her 9-Year-Old Child Rhodes with Saving Her Life: ‘Blessing in so Many Ways’ (Exclusive)

Linda Perry, the rockstar extraordinaire, is giving her pint-sized partner-in-crime, Rhodes, all the credit for turning her life around.

Just ahead of the premiere of her heart-stirring documentary ‘Linda Perry: Let It Die Here,’ Perry, at a sprightly 59, waxed lyrical to PEOPLE magazine about how her 9-year-old bundle of energy, Rhodes, is woven into every fiber of her life. It’s a film that features icons like Dolly Parton (cue applause), Christina Aguilera, Kate Hudson, Brandi Carlile, and her fabulous ex-wife, Sara Gilbert – all joining in to paint the portrait of Perry’s life.

โ€œIf it were up to me, the whole documentary would be about Rhodes because I think what an incredibly fascinating character Rhodes is, and I don’t want people to think that, oh, it was a one-time thing that particular day,โ€ Perry explains to PEOPLE of a scene in the film in which Rhodes joins her at work. โ€œRhodes comes to the studio all the time and is a part of everything that I do.โ€

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Having a kid in the studio isn’t just about hot cocoa breaks and playing hide-and-seek among sound equipment. No way! For Perry, itโ€™s about forging an indomitable bond through truth and transparency.

โ€œIt’s extremely important that my child understands where I come from and who I am and how much work it takes to be an actual healthy human being in this world,โ€ Perry emphasizes, her passion practically leaping off the page. โ€œSo I’m always teaching and hoping [Rhodes] thrive[s] in life, but it’s important to know, โ€˜Oh, this is where I came from.โ€™ So we have a lot of really awesome talks that I’m so proud of that I can be that type of parent.โ€

But hey, life wasnโ€™t always this rosy. Perry candidly reveals that she initially balked at the idea of a mini-me. โ€œWhen Sara was like, โ€˜I think we should have a baby.โ€™ I was like, โ€˜No fโ€”ing way, dude,โ€™โ€ she divulges.

Her reluctance was deeply rooted in her rocky relationship with her own mother. โ€œIf 1% of my mom was in me, ‘It’s not even worth the risk,โ€™ I told her,โ€ Perry says, showing just how much her past loomed over her decision.

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Enter Sara Gilbert, convincer-in-chief, who finally persuaded Perry that embracing motherhood would be their ultimate adventure. And what a ride it’s been!

โ€œSo I’m an awesome mom, and I am really, like, Rhodes has saved my life,โ€ Perry proudly declares. โ€œThis child is a blessing in so many ways and continues to be stronger than I’ll ever be.โ€

For more on the unfiltered fabulousness of Linda Perry, grab the latest issue of PEOPLE magazine when it hits the stands this Friday. Trust me, you donโ€™t want to miss it!